I keep having the urge to post something positive here.
I’m not posting, because I have nothing positive to say.
So what.
It’s my life. And it’s not so positive right now.
And when I look back at these entries (since I’m really the only one that does and to whom it really matters) I will see a dark time. But you know what? It IS a dark time. Like it, hate it, take it or leave it.
I can only control what I can control.
And I’m trying to hard to maintain some basic control over my life.
It’s taking all of the energy that I don’t have just to maintain some semblance of sanity.
Well, that is just how it is – and that is as it should be I suppose.
For now anyway.
For you know, _tomorrow, is, another day…_