We’ve moved since I last posted. Again. But this has been a mostly positive move, so far. The place is nicer, yet more affordable, and better located for most of us, except for my grand finale. But then she will be finishing school next month and then it will be better located for all of us.
I didn’t finish NaNoWriMo. The kids did, so I’m happy with that, but things just spun out of control for me for the rest of November and it just didn’t happen. And then we moved – that was a big part of the craziness.
Some things are better, some are more challenging, but we are all moving forward, in the right direction, and that is the most important thing.
One morning I even took myself out to breakfast to a place I’ve been meaning to try out for about a year. It. Was. Amazing. I had half of two of their different types of Eggs Benedict, one more traditional ‘Ham Benedict III” and the other the “Bella! Bella!” They were both awesome but the Bella! Bella! was a wonderful new take on the traditional specialty. I ate the whole plate!!! Well, everything on the plate, which is unusual for me. I can’t think of a time when I haven’t gone out to a sit-down meal and did not take home a take out box. Seriously. I can hardly ever eat everything on my plate, so the only time I may have ever not taken home leftovers was when I was with a man that ate the rest of my meal for me. However, I did order a sandwich to take home for Nikola. I got her a “Sandwich I am” to go and it looked marvelous – she enjoyed it.
So, here I am. I’ve gotten a promotion since I last wrote and I’m giving it my all, even though I have never truly thought I was cut out for the corporate world. I need to move forward more in the capacity of my career, and I’ve moved as far forward as I think I will in this company. My heart is that of an entrepreneur. I helped my youngest set up a web site the other day. It was just a little thing, but it was actually fun, exciting and fulfilling to me. I just have to figure out exactly what I want to do. I have a couple of ideas here and there, but I think the important thing is that I am always looking and considering and, therefore, I truly believe i will actually find it. I just hope it is soon. Before more of my soul is eaten alive. And when that happens it tastes nothing like Hollandaise Sauce.